Trying to Getting Better
I've been depress for a while. I'm really just tired and just see no future in my life anymore. But I haven't physically try to kill myself but always have thoughts about it or have something to start it but never left a scar to show proof. I've been trying to get better with the help or my dad, brothers, and those I keep close. They are caring and understanding, which make me feel better. Don't know if I could do it without them. I at least try to do something each day, even if I just take a shower or make myself food. It's at least something than yesterday. I try to go out at least once a week. Since I've been like this I just have no more energy to do a lot of things anymore and I just feel tired all the time. Which makes me feel like I should just die, I'm too tired to live on. The people around me help me to at least take step each and everyday. Even if I still dont see the future. I just hope I feel better.
I wonder how others try to get better in their situation with depression or just anything in general.
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Keep trying and fighting for your life!! I completely understand how you feel, since I've felt like that too 4 years ago, it was hell everyday. Now it's better even though sometimes I think what if I would be better off this world.. But I've come to think that I've a reason to keep living and that's because of my mom, family and close friends helped me through everything. I see that your family cares about you, and you have no energy to do anything.. I surely know there is a reason to keep living.. Just keep in mind that never give up and that you could do great things by overcoming obstacles !! We won't be in this world for too long so try try and try to be more active even if you don't have energy, keep distracted, and know that you don't really want/wish to die, you just want to stop hurting. When you are feeling alone or that nobody cares, remember that you always have yourself and people that care! ; your body loves you so does your mind so take your time there's no hurrytake care x