I'm still alive and that's good
I want to tell everyone who thinks suicide will solve all the problems and struggles in your life, that this is just a misleading concept. Believe me, someone who fought with depression themeselves as they grew up. I self harmed, I cried my self to sleep every night and even tried to kill myself. I was diagnosed with severe depression after I left my first psychotherapist who told me I should just stop worrying about ever little thing and made things worse.
But after I battled with my depression and even took antidepressants it got better day by day.
I change my enviroment, ended realtionships which weren't healthy for me and even confronted my family. Everything got better and I'm proud to say, that I'm still alive.
It is now almost a year since the last time I took antidepressants and I'm still seeing a psychtherapist but looking back 5 years where I faced the most struggles, I'm happy that I made it here.
And believe me you can do it to, nothing and I mean absolutely NOTHING is hopeless.
Everyone of you is loveable and everyone of you guys will find somebody who will show you how much you mean to this world even if you don't believe me, try to endure this hard time and think ahead, TRY to think positive.
It will get better, but it takes time.
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its not good its great
can i just say that that is very admirable and if i was your friend i would be very proud of you ?
Thank you so much, I never really had someone tell me that, I had to learn it from myself - so this means a lot to me