Who didn't wanted once in his/her/their life?

I mean, look at life. Life is something given, u don't know what to do with it, u lost people, u gain some, u get betrayed, u experience fear, difficulties, hardships, deaths of loved ones.
If u think about it clearly, life can be so difficult that u want to end it in any ways. So u can't say "i never thought about it", or u have a sense of life beyond everything, and then just tell us how u do, because damn.
There is so much reasons to want to end it, so much reasons to get down, so much reasons to get depressed. Adding it to bad people, people not understanding, to how the world is turning. There is so much.

I do think that religion was created only for this (personal opinion tho), keeping people on Earth, and giving them answers to so much things they don't understand. In this way, religion isn't bad, even tho we can still argue about it. For it, yeah, religion can be seen as good.

I gave hard reasons, i know, but i also know that even tho these things are difficults, they give to us a sense to see life in another way, to find our own reasons of why r we here. I cant give examples, simply because we r all differents, we love different things, different people, and that's what make us, people.

I don't know what is ur current state reading this, i hope it don't give u reasons to end it quicker, i hope in a way, that it helped u to see that if we think about it, life is difficult, and we all experience it in our lifes (at least, from what i know), that's why i write this, because sometimes we think that we r alone in this mess, but we all do know what it is, we just live(d) it in a different way, with different wounds touching us more or not, and it does not mean that ur pain is ridiculous compared to others. Ur pain is ur pain, u try to cope with it, remember it !! We r all so different, why would u compare a bird with a fish ?!

I don't have much to say to help, because we all figure it out differently, with our time, and that's okay, because, again, we r all different.
At least, be nice with urself, be understanding, try to know why u feel like that, if u think that u need help, then go ahead. Ur pain is still ur pain, we are not a superhero, sometimes we need to ask for help, and that's okay, because that's how life is supposed to work in order to be easier, ask for help.
Be with urself like u would be with others (mean: Good, kind, understanding)

People can be mean, i know, but not all are, u maybe gonna need to experience bad people to find good ones, and i do hope with all my heart that u will find those who make u feel better and u gonna open up to them about how u r feeling.

Life is life, and this is a real bitch.
As far as i know, u live once. At least, this life.
We not all start at the same place, that's for sure, but we all don't have the same goal, so maybe at least we can get something fair.

ANYWAY, REMEMBER:
- Life is bitchy and ain't easy
- We all live it differently
- U can't compare a bird and a fish, so don't compare urself with others.
- Ur pain is ur pain, ask help if u need, that's not bad to ask for help (that's even better)
- People r maybe more mean than good. But there is good ones, fitting to u, somewhere in this world.
- Be good with urself. Like u would with others. U r good, u deserve good things, truly (just fuck people being mean to u for no reasons, because u deserve better than them. Remember it. Live with good people, not people being bad to you)

I truly hope some gonna cope with it, hope it gonna be better.
Be good to u. Really, BE. GOOD. WITH. YOU.
Because u can have good things, nobody can choose for u.

Love u all.
Take care.
U deserve.

(I love u Godfrey, miss u.)