Tried to get run over by cars.
It's the first time I'm talking about it. Even my doctor doesn't know about it.
On my way home, I often tried to get hit by cars. I wasn't even thinking, my body just moved on its own as I was lost in the music in my ears... I don't even know how I managed not to die, the cars were really fast on this road and I jumped on the it almost everyday. Before I could realize what was happening, I was on the road, cars rushing towards me.
I soon started to take antidepressant and anxiolytic treatment, and stopped going to school right before the baccalaureate... It was in early 2018.
At the end of the same year I stopped taking my medicines because I hated how it made me feel, but I can't say I'm really good right now. I don't even know if I'm really living...
Mental health is definitely some serious shit.
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Wow! I wish you knew how precious you really are. The bad shit you experience is only going to make you stronger!
OK, you need Google & Youtube! find these 3 ppl & listen to them like you are on crack! or possessed! Spend some minutes each day for 5 days per weeks ESPECIALLY the days when you do NOT want to listen to them.
Remember 1 VERY, VERY, VERY IMPORTANT thing, THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS IN THE UNIVERSE!
Get ready for your mind to be blown!!!
1) Abraham-Hicks: non-physical beings like angels or better talk through her
a) all over you-tube
b) listen to her 60 min per day for 5 days per week
c) get her books if you can
2) Dr. Brian WEISS: past live experiences
a) meditation at night or any time for 1+ day/week
b) read his book "Many Lives, Many Masters", "Same Soul, Many Bodies", etc...
c) DL his meditation: http://youtube.com/watch?v=fFgHurf3S6o
3) Lisa Nichols: nearly murdered by her ex-husband, she knows pain & suffering
a) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2bIPD7o8P_1fmpkUv_Pr7A
4) GO AFTER WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE, YOU CAME HERE TO BE HAPPY!
& YOU DO NOT OWE ANYONE ANYTHING!
Thank you for leaving an answer and for your recommendations. Actually I'm really into past live experiences, and how there is much more than what we can see with our own eyes. I'm definitely going to check these 3 people. Wish you the best ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~