the yaoi experience

I actually first started with otome games like 4 years ago and gradually found yaoi/shounen ai. Though, I was also hardcore into reading shoujo before I started reading yaoi. I always thought that men looked good together too and I don't know what I find so appealing about it, but I just feel their relationships are much more intimate and attractive to me. Honestly I've always been open with sexuality and I don't care about anyone's gender. When I discover yaoi I was definitely turned on, but I also love the intimacy and relationships between the characters, though smut is always good. Now I've been reading this stuff for 4 years and probably will continue till I die LMAO.