I had dream about yaoi couples

I don't know the begin but at the end, it end up with tragedy. It about two guys one is big guy and the other is little boy (bc thebigguy he is twice of his side)
After all the things happend, it ended well. At the moment they were in the hospitle, bc a little boy had illnes (I guess, The big guy was like he was about to hug him, but his hands was covered with little of dry blood) The little boy was thinking that he may not survive so he ask big guy if he want to do it with him. He agreed and than after few days/weeks went the big guy was about to buy something for them to eat the doctor (his friend) run to him and say that he need to come, he go there as fast as he could and went he come the other doctor say "I'm sorry, we did everythings we could". The big fell on his knees...
and that is the end.





And want I woke up I was crying, literaly crying and still I am, but before I woke up I saw lil boy moving... so maybe he survived but I don't know and there were a plant on hospitle that a lil boy give to big guy (or oposite), it was his favorite plant and the lil boy say that it will grow fruits/vegetables and he was really excited to see it (that was what the big guy saw after a while he was on knees)