first kiss

I had my first kiss with my friend from middle school that i met again in college. I've never thought that he'll be my first kiss. He asked me to watch movie with him, and it was went normal for a friend i guess. But when he take me to my home (not my real home) suddenly he pull me and kissed me. I was so confused and feel stupid. And from then till now i kinda hate him (he stole my first kiss that i want to give it to someone i really love) *sorry for my lack of english tho :3