My first kiss

It was at a party with someone I just met. The kiss... it was weird I didn't have much confidence bc of my lack of experience and I laugh it off I felt so silly and surprised someone wanted to kiss me... The boy wanted to go further but I couldn't with my embarrassment to even start a french kiss so I just avoid the guy the rest of the party I really felt silly and didn't know what to do I was so stiff I didn't like it ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄