Suicidal
Uhm so...My life is in the worst situation ever..I just wrote a suicide letter cayse i thought it will encourage me to really do it... Apparently not. I really cant commit suicide but at the same time i know i have to.. i just i dont want to live anymore , if only my life can become better right now then maybe ill continue on living but i dont want to anymore it doesnt matter now.... I dont know what to do anymore. Sometimes i hope i can go back to my childhood back when everythings good.
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I don't know you but please don't commit suicide. There's been a lot if times in my life where I've thought about it as well, but there's so many great experiences that I would've missed out on if I did. I had really low self esteem at one point and started cutting myself but as I got older I've tried my best to focus less on negative thoughts. If there's a lot going on in your life right now, try setting small goals or look for little things to be happy about everyday. If you're able to open up to your friends or family, let them know how you feel and why you feel that way. I hope u feel even a little bit better after reading this and I hope everything gets better for you.
hello, this was me 2 years ago and my life is actually not any better til today but i did attempted suicide just last year and ended up in the hospital for like 2 weeks and i decided to change my life since i realized how much burden I'll give my family. Though im still a minor i decided to find jobs for me to do so that i could afford things that i wanted and its really working for me and the act of buying myself stuff with my own hardwork really makes me happy, though i still cant avoid but do self harm i think im improving a lot. I think I'll be much better when we move houses and away from my abusive dad and im very excited to finally feel peaceful. Thanks for this message :)) i appreciate it very much
I didnt even notice the date this was posted sorry. I'm so happy to hear you're doing better though. I hope that as time passes you can stop harming yourself and I hope that your life can get better :)
Thank you for this! I hope you do well <3