Shoujo but not so shoujo...

I have a lot of guy friends. But I act like I'm a very serious and focused person on the outside, but in reality I fuckin romanticise my life, like every aspect of it. Because I'm the main character of course (dude why do I sound so narcissistic)

So one time a Friend of mine confessed to me, but of course I rejected him saying " I have no time for relationships" and we decided to stay as friends, but he would get jealous all the time. Like once I mentioned an online friend of mine and he got mad and asked me to stop talking to people online, because I don't need "any more friends"....and he would follow me home and stuff

I really hate "possessive people" who try to control my life. So I just kicked him out of my friend group altogether. Not so shoujo, right??