something you hate that people say to you
what's something/question/sentence or a remark that you don't like/hate or get upset about that people say to you ? or something that you don't want people to say to you ?.
for me when I was younger my sister kept saying : you really smell awful
then she said : you really stink like an expired chocolate ...
then she admitted that I'm quitte clean like always take a shower and I'm more tidier than her
but then up until now she is still saying that I have a weird a smell (even my hair) and she isn't the only one who keeps saying that like my mom, my aunt and even my brother
so since then I'm always cautious and conscious about myself I don't even get close or near people
in college I know many people and I have some friends but we just know ourself from afar and thats all
apparently my body reacts to deodorant/ perfume/ soap and gets rapidly immunized against so no matter how much I use them it won't work or at least I need to change them each 3 days before my body gets used to it
''oh but you're so pretty, how do you still not have had boyfriends?'' like what the hell am i supposed to answer to that? 'it never happened?/nobody asked me out?' like do you want me to answer the fucking obvious which your brain could not even guess in a million years? i swear should i start talking about my insecurities now so people believe me......
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18 07,2021