I’m dying school sucks

So its vacation for me now and I just got my science final test results and I got 14 mistakes. I’m so dead. It’s a major subject, if I get a line of 8 on it I WILL die. If my average goes lower I might get cut off from the scholarship (maybe thats just me overthinking idfk) and my family will have another reason to verbally torment me again, it’s only been a week since it stopped I really don’t want it to start again— I’m just hoping that my projects will make up for it since its 60% of our grades, my teacher complimented my projects so I’m literally just relying on this one thing ahahaha I’m about to cry