tried to kill yourself

I go things that hold me back
1. my intuition say, in the future ahead will be more good shit waiting for me to read it.
2. Well One Piece still ongoing, i cant leave such masterpiece story, also ORV and TCF manhwa if we count in time it will take atleast 10 yrs to reach epilogue from now on.
3. Maybe in the future out of nowhere there will be game system like ORV or something like that maybe VR game, nothing imposible in this world u know, its just like people at BC to 1800s era thinks abt electricity or internet, it will be exciting, maybe i can reach the epilogue/new beginning than dying myself rn.
4. Imma telling my brats and grand brats such a exciting story back then, how such a chara life in my imagination live till my old time.
5. Etc etc outside manga/hwa/ha, novel/danmei, anime, drama