Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

You know, sometimes I get this feeling where the world blanks a little bit, and no matter how quiet or loud my surroundings are, all I hear is white noise. I don't know if I have depression, I was never checked for it. The people around me don't believe in mental health issues anyway. But I've thought of ending it all, perhaps it's too many for me ......   7 reply

My parents, especially my mother labels my breakdowns as "temper tantrums" or simply say I'm being "over dramatic" Most of the time I think to myself "if I die, they'll finally believe how much pain I was in, right?" It became so bad, I became nauseous to the voice of my mother and sister happily chatting away. Everytime I would wash the dishes or ......   2 reply

I tried jumping in a high place and hang myself. I didn't do get to try both cause I thought if I jump in a high place It would make my blood spill everywhere then hanging myself failed too cause I hate suffering before death. If I'm gonna die I want sudden death no pain no suffering.   9 reply

I often do actually... From a couple of times a month to literally everyday... I've thought about slashing my wrist, stabbing myself in the neck... I want to end my life but i'm afraid of disappointing my parents. We're poor so my mother's always counting on me to make our lives comfortable even by a bit. She always says that I should do it for my ......   2 reply