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so i had like 3 boyfriends and at first, I wasn't interested because i was really childish and i never thought about getting a boyfriend and my longest relationship was only one month but it wasn't my fault my first boyfriend chitted on me and never had time, my second boyfriend was still in love with his ex and 3 boyfriend i did not like him i was his girlfriend because he was always on me so wanted him to stop so i did not mind at first not having boyfriend but now that im older. i want a boyfriend but idk i think is hard to find someone who really wants a serious relationship and sometimes i feel a little depress because everyone in my family has someone and i feel left out i don't want to go to those dating sites because idk its weird and but i been feeling down lately because of that and more because im a shy person and i don't feel comfortable with my self i have low self-esteem and yhea i feel like im never going to find someone and more this freaking hormones that want to have sex lol bye thanks for reading. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄