Reading Hentai and ended up crying after

Well, I just want to share one time I read some doujin hentai manga well just to fap (sorry about being direct lol) but ended up crying. It was a manga by Tsukumo Gou entitled "Me o Tojite Yume o Miru."

It was a boy who is bullied in his school, and is being neglected and not loved by his mother to the point that she gives him money so he can eat out while her boyfriends visit and fucks every night.

While eating out some guys would notice him and ask him for sex. He would consent and would only ask for a compensation of I think 50 dollars and that they pay for his hotel room for the night since he does not want to go home and does not have any place to stay anyway. It would become a habit for him.

I dunno why this made me weep but just the image of him struggling to talk to customers to offer himself up to them, and his shivering body at the end of the last page of the 1st chapter made me really, really sad.

Sorry, just needed to express my sadness for that manga. Lol