Friends had boyfriends, I had none
Hey, Im 18 and never had a boyfriend, i dont know if its me or that I have just never meet the right boys....
All my friends in school had/have a boyfriend, I had a few online chats or dates but it never lasted more than a few weeks.Im very shy and bad at speaking thats why it gets uncomfortable.
When I was younger i was very big/fatt( sry dont know how its in englisch) thats why I am self conscious and i know now i look bether than before but when i look in a mirror i see my old me
Some friends tell me a boyfriend comes natural and I have to wait, but when I see them together cuddling or kissing i get jealous and just want what they have....
I hope my englisch isnt so bad ╥﹏╥
So I'm 30 now (jesus) and I never bothered with boys. I always had something better to do then go on dates. Thought I just hadn't meet an interesting dude yet. Sure guys were handsome enough and I liked to daydream, but nothing more then that.
At 25 I started making myself go on dates. Older men, younger men etc. Took me until I was 27 and still ......
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04 12,2019
