I have suicidal thoughts since young and it's getting worst now. I made a lot of mistakes in my life that I can't do anything about it. I failed in everything. My parents expected so much from me but I failed them. Now this guilt keeps eating me that I've been having nightmares. I know I'm being selfish but the only way I know to escape it is through suicide. But I'm afraid, really afraid. I just wish I can reborn and fixed all my mistakes. And now I'm venting my feelings here so I'm sorry. I just want someone to talk to.
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I have suicidal thoughts since young and it's getting worst now. I made a lot of mistakes in my life that I can't do anything about it. I failed in everything. My parents expected so much from me but I failed them. Now this guilt keeps eating me that I've been having nightmares. I know I'm being selfish but the only way I know to escape it is through suicide. But I'm afraid, really afraid. I just wish I can reborn and fixed all my mistakes. And now I'm venting my feelings here so I'm sorry. I just want someone to talk to.
I imagine death so much it feels like a memory.
Meh, you're not the only one... Meee tooo...erghhtt..
yea me too