They left me
After being a loner for along time, I was so happy I got friends to call mine. I had given them chances for betraying me,stabbing me behind my back, berating me, hurting me, and killing me slowly :( I just wanted to be loved and I don't want to let go of this chance even if its hurting me even if its killing me slowly and slowly... But they left me.... They were so happy...without me...
I was hearing opinions from my family but they just laughed and berated me..I smiled, I smiled everyday.. When they were sad i made them happy but who makes me happy? My friend was toxic, I know that myself... They sell me out and left me but came back again if they need something wether its money or cheating answers from me.. But I accepted them because they were my friends.. I trusted them whole heartedly...its my fault I should gave them my trust easily..in the end I was the one was hurt... They see me crying and they were laughing...
I thought they were my friends... I thought I was their friend...
I'm sorry myself for hurting you... Just smile.. And say youre OK :)
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Toxic friends are always the worst (even toxic family). The only thing i can recommend you is to try online friendship, its a little less comitment and i think it would help you get back those social skills.
And of course you have to love yourself first, you have to be confident, this is when ppl start to notice you even if you are alone.
Tbh, dont think about those toxic friends! They belong in a trash can and not in your heart.
I hope you are doing much better now, as i see this was uploaded a few months before. If you need a ear to listen, you can contact me through here!
I hope you are having a wonderful day!
if u find something toxic u should have left
what true frnds ? all are fantasies ppl decide their circle based on usage
if ur easy going u will be bullied ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
just make some online frnds
sometimes strangers are better than frnds irl