A confession. My very last

Not to long ago i got into an argument with my mom, i got really really mad. She asked me to make her a sandwich, but i wanted to use the bathroom ( i wanted to change my pad) but she said i was making excuses to not do what she said immediately. So i went to the kitchen and made her sandwich, but i got a horrible idea. I decided to put my hands inside of myself and blend the blood in with the bread on her sandwich. I don't regret it but i kinda do.