AYO TOXIC HOUSEHOLD CHECKKKK

I’m so done, my sister just told me I don’t have anxiety straight to my face because I’m too functioning to be mentally ill. I’m surprised I’m hearing this from her, cause she has ADHD and bipolar herself. Before the quarantine, we had a inside joke about how she got all the mental illness genes from our extensive family history and I was lucky that it passed over me. But when I tell her that I might have anxiety, she gets defensive and says things like “I get good marks, and it’s not interfering with my life, and everyone feel a bit anxious at times” she pulled every excuse in the book. She kept on highlighting how I’m “self diagnosed” and I probably don’t have anxiety and just trying to be quirky. Now from my side, I’m pretty convinced I have anxiety because I can never relax and I’m constantly overthinking and stuff, at this point I don’t even know what’s happening to me, I’m just burnt out and tired. I’m so frustrated it’s myself and I just want people to stop expecting things from me.

Sorry of the rant, I don’t have a life, so I resorted to this illegal manga site instead of therapy.