Everything Sucks

Sorry I just want to Ramble. I feel so frustrated and depressed rn. Ugh I don't know where to start. My Parents are so Toxic I can't handle them. Just because I stand for myself I've now am defying against the entire Human race. Just because I'm excited about getting an internship and want to enjoy I'm now setting a bad example to my siblings. I've mentioned so many times how I don't like them talking about some matters in my life and yet THEY HAVE to joke about it every single day. And when I speak up saying I don't like it I Have Attitude and should know my place. I just want to run away somewhere . I legit am counting days before I can make enough money so I can get out of this house and never see anyone ever.