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I don't want to commit since I don't have the courage to do it myself. But I don't mind getting killed in an accident. In a fire maybe, or by poison. Falling off a building or getting run over by a vehicle. I feel too emotionally exhausted to even care how it happens, but as long as it's by accident and no one gets blamed except for myself, I won't mind. Does that kind of train of thought makes me suicidal?
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What I'm getting is more of a....depressive tone than a suicidal one, but these would definitely count as suicidal tendencies, and yet not exactly suicidal. Alhough your thoughts definitely have a chance of impacting you to drive you to suicide, especially when your words literally say "Don't have the courage." Which means you're willing, but something is stopping you.
Please just check with a doctor/therapist, or a professional that can actually help you with these type of things. The internet is no way, in shape or form, reliable and can't do jack shit for you < 3
yh i think so. idk if it's strength or weakness tho. i was/kinda still am like that and i think of myself as weak ngl.
Nah I think you've just accepted the fact that if you die then you die. Those things are uncontrollable so you are just down to earth
"I dont want to commit since I don't have the courage to do it myself" Thats strength. Its the strength not to do it.
- my 40 year old facebook white mom when i told her i was suicidal