confess to your crush

"But nobody knows I'm bi and I'm into a girl and she will probably think I'm weird and the others would probably be shocked and ..." i can totally relate. Nobody knows I'm bi. I have a huge crush on my best friend. But i don't plan on confessing. Im a coward. But atleast i get to be with her. It just makes me sad thinking she'd have boyfriend or husband in the future :(