I'm always the second— if not, the last option but I have never been the first. Like what's the feeling of having someone who deeply cares for you and treat you as a family? I have my favorite person but sadly, we do not have any connections anymore.
I dont know why you refer to yourself as the second. Im not sure what the real situation is like. Maybe you could befriend a new person or maybe your emotional bond with your old friends isnt that great. reply
