Act i hv been in a state wherever when i hold a knife like cuttin a fruit or anythin for dishes i cant help thinking of slitting my throat..but that just my intrusive thought tellin me..but still it scary when stressed out it be like that a sudden urge 1 reply
I've thought about it when I was around 12 yrs old. I was bullied for my head covering from the aftermath of 9/11, and my parents were busy obsessing over my younger brother (it felt like a big deal at that time). I did slash the back of my left hand--and I have the wide scar till this day--but I never went through it, because at the end of the da...... 1 reply
Having dealt with suicidal depression and self-harm in the past, myself, I would really recommend searching out some professional help and getting on some medication if you can! (Which can totally, totally be scary! But I promise it helps so much.)
I know some others are saying that you shouldn't have posted this here, but it seems like you're desp...... reply
As a person who's always been extremely pessimistic their whole life and traps many feelings and has mental break down 12 times a year, of course i do. People make me feel like shit and make me ponder if just disappeared nothing'll happen. But I've honestly almost ended it, but backed out from fear. My thoughts will go from "Finally someone enjoys ...... reply