have you ever had suicidal thoughts? like serious ones

Hi, while I appreciate people getting help from others on this platform. I do not see this as an appropriate place to be asking these questions. If you do find yourself having suicidal thoughts, please consider getting help from online sources or an in-person therapist. It's important to get help though, I hope you all have a smooth recovery. Havi......   1 reply

When I failed my exames and got expelled from my university, I got over and over again the same thought when I was standing at the railway station: "What if I jump? Should I?" Fortunally, I remembered my husband and my parrents right after those thoughts. I'm convinced they would be devastated and hartbroken if I did something like that. Now I'm gl......   1 reply

When i was 14 i thought about ending it. I was in a horrible place, abusive parents, self harm, struggling in school, eta. I tried to hang myself in my bedroom but got caught. After that i was constantly trying to figure out a way to do it again. Once i left home and was in college a friend jumped in front of a train... it hurt, i never want to cau......   reply

When i was in my 10th grade, i had a fight with my parents. it was so serious that i got instantly depressed and went straight up to the 3rd floor of my house to jump (can this even kill you? ionno lmao) and end everything right there at that moment. my mind was blank at that moment and all i could think of was to die. i didnt do it cause my parent......   reply

I think every thought of suicide is serious and yes I have thought about it several times. I constantly have these nagging thoughts like 'why still bother?', 'I don't want to live like this', 'make it stop' etc. But I have made actual plans before as well. I was too chicken to act on them though. I don't even think I am glad I didn't kill myself th......   reply

yes. started having them when i was fifth grade, but everything rlly spiralled out of control in high school in which i was hospitalized 6 times from sophmore yr to the first semester of college. i would have suicidal ideations more often than thoughts and had made several attempts, but thankfully they all failed. in highschool, i was in group ther......   1 reply

yes, it started years ago when my lowest point of my life happened. when I feel empty, I think a lot of scenarios that would possibly killed me in an instant.   reply

(I'm fine~) OP! https://www.mentalhealthforum.net is a good safe place for things like this. Very nice people there~   3 reply

I think that I am in this stage of depression, where I can't stop thinking about suicide, but the thing is I am muslim, and it is forbidden in my religion. So I am just struggling every day. I am sick of these feelings of inferiority and insecurity. I have some health problems and I think this is the reason of my depression. I would love to get so......   1 reply

Yeahhhh... My emotion is unstable that time HAHHAHA i t happened suddenly... Sudden mental attack lol... But actually i think about it everyday but im not stupid yet to commit suicide cuz suicide is bad... Sometimes i just dont care anymore like fuck this shit idc i am going to hell i cant take it anymore and then i remind myself that SUICDE IS BAD   1 reply