i feel like i'm the worst person ever for feeling toxic-ly (?) insecure about my bestfriend. i mean, she's literally heather while i was that friend who gets asked "where's [friends name]?". other times i feel like i'm backstabbing that friend for thinking so badly of her cause i wanna be the superior one in the group. am i just the one experiencing this?
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I totally get why this happens, but.. Gurl, ypu need to boost yourself up. You need to change your mindset. The only person you need to be better than is your CURRENT SELF. You don't need to compare yourself with other people, especially the people around you. You can take them as an inspiration or some kind of goal, and try to compete with them in a respectful and friendly manner. BUT NEVER, EVER bring them down. Chant this like a mantra and hope it might stick to you: "Betterment is pushing myself up, not dragging other people down." Hope you overcome this! (づ￣ ³￣)づ