What the worst yaoi story u ever read? What the ending u hope? Manga/fanfic/film/etc.

Basically, i just have been read Ore no Kirai na Tsugaisama, i wonder why I read it again. Even the view it sucks me, i feel like, am still hope that first couple have an another book.

It hurt me whenever i read it. Their relationship it's really bad, that make me desperatically want the story separated, or have an worst ending. Like the Omega is kill himself in from of His Alpha, make that bastard being regret, desperate, anything. Then it will be more good. If the Omega dead when he was in pregnant. DAMN! MA BRAIN!!!

But, ofc I want another route that Alpha just gone because other omega(Cause alpha can do whatever he want, even of he's not with his Mate) Then the omega can life happily in another country, ofc with his child if he's preganant.

- sorry if my imagine is make u angry or how bad my english.