I still miss them

My brother and I rescued 2 kitties when we were in school.. We raised them as our own family members.. They were there with us till their last breath. It was really painful, when they one by one passed away.. I suffered the most, was fallen sick for 1 month after the first one.. I still miss them, even it's already 15yrs since then. Sometimes in my dreams, I go back to that house, I sit there in our favorite spot in the garden, and play with them.. I wish I meet them someday..