my first masturbation to yaoi
At first I forced my myself to not feel anything down below when I first watched my first yaoi, but as I became more curious & watched more I decided to pleasure myself a little bit & now I just do it on a regular basis. I was shameful of it at first, but I now know that it’s best to do it with urself for that temporary bliss before catching something bad with someone else that u ain’t even close with. (I mean I’m still open to relationships, but one-night stands are kinda risky)
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I practice a religion that looks upon masturbation as a sin at the same time it forbidden to have sex without marriage.. Tell me is my life not hard ? What do can i do ┗( T﹏T )┛, knowing Yaoi was not really a good thing for me but i can't even stop it.
So my solution is having less contact with guys physical and self control （/TДT)/
It was the day I realized I'm bisexual the first time I masturbated to yaoi so that was a weird experience
Wow ,do I say congrats? Weird
I was the same at first I felt bad for pleasuring myself to yaoi but as time went by I just accepted it and now I feel okay with it :)