do you guys ever get the feeling of wanting to die and not live in this world, but you also a fear of death. Personally that’s my experience, I have thought of killing myself of some points but just thinking about death scares me, cause I never know what’s going to happen after I die.
Yes, every time I feel hopeless and useless. I really want to go rampage and shout "PLEASE KILL ME! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!" But, yeah, I'm afraid of my after life. So I just killed myself countless time in my mind. reply
