It’s cool, don’t worry so much about it.

Y’all are so innocent and protect that. Masturbation isn’t a sin and sin is a construct anyways. Here’s the deal. As long as you don’t purposefully hurt others (also try not to be thoughtless repeatedly, learn from thoughtless mistakes and don’t repeat those actions), and just generally be decent, it’s cool. If you fck up say your sorry if possible and if not at least strive not to do it again. Most of y’all are babies, teenagers, you’ve got time to experience sex and everything else. The concept of virginity is stupid af. We don’t make a big deal out of other first experiences. Virginity is just not having sex yet. And your first time probably will be awkward and weird, bc it’s the first time you’re doing it. Don’t put to many expectations on it bc 99% of you won’t have some teen romance sparkley experience. It’s a biological drive and the most important thing is to have a partner that respects you and you can maybe enjoy somewhat. It’s also ok to be horny. It’s a biological thing. An evolutionary strategy to further out species. Don’t feel guilty over what your built to feel. It’s cool. Masturbate, figure out what you like, then teach your partner it. There’s no road map to very person that works the same. (Although straight guys are pretty easy, it’s all about the dick. Technique can be learned but as long as your paying attn to their dick they’re pretty happy. Most like their balls payed attn to as well. Just be more gentle with them. It took me awhile to get good at sucking dick but I promise most guys were just happy for me to to put my mouth on it.)