I can’t help it

Every since I discovered the dark, yet so beautiful world of yaoi, I constantly have urge to ship every male human beings. I can’t even watch Harry Potter anymore, because I know that Harry and Draco will never be together and It makes me suffer so much. But I am not sure if I ever shiped two male friends. I would’t call it shiping, but more likely considering them secretly gay :D yeah, I do that often. I can’t think straight anymore. ╥﹏╥