I wouldn't call it love

Actually more like... fascination.

I can't help it, some years ago I just fell fascinated for the actor Benedict Cumberbatch.
Not his looks, not just his voice. It's not that I find him cool or handsome or elegant. It's not just that I like his acting. I actually find him so beautiful, so seductive. But again, not seductive like "oh my, he can do me any time he wantssss". No no, it's not that. Seductive in the way that I can't stop watching him, he always hipnotizes me.

Fascinating.

Well, maybe you could call it platonic love hahahaa. But I insist, it's not like that. Sure, I find him so handsome and in some roles, soooo hot. But they are just superficial feelings. I want to cherish him, it's so precious, so beautiful! Like a piece of art, maybe?
I don't know!

I don't get all nervous about him, and actually I don't really care about his private life. I don't follow all his career. I wouldn't go to meet him all crazy if I knew he was in town. I just want to observe him more, I want to watch him act more. I just wanna see all the faces he has. Everything he has to offer us.

Yeah.
Platonic love they call it aahhaha.