Wish to have a male online friend or Fudanshi

I've always wished I had a male friend who I can talk lewd stuffs with and also Hentai series XD I am a 24 yo girl yet I think this is fine XD either a male friend who I can talk about matured and H stuffs with or Fudanshis who knows no limit. Either way. I would like to know a man's POV of BL and H stuffs. RIP me...