Do you have your own belief system/"made up" religion?
I created a religion of sorts to follow because I never really could follow any other. I believe that God "disguises" himself into other Gods so that everyone has somthing to believe in. It has a few rules as well such as you have to contribute to population (egg/sperm donor, surrogate, etc). This means it allows homosexuality. And another rules like you can't wish anyone death, and you must accept karma. It also has praying of course, i use a rosary (from the church, this is allowed because of the main base of the religion), and pray every night. I always am afraid that someone might catch me praying and wonder what I'm doing, but I want to know if anyone has the same kind of idea or even the same situation like me.
Personally there are bits from Christianity and my own beliefs but it changea all the time i do seriously pray to god only when there's no one there and I'm terrified reply