finally got my first dose

oh my godddd, i was out of commission until afternoon bc my body hurts all over. im still fucken sore, im just lying on my bed fiddling on my phone and i dont wanna get up. i havent eaten anything yet bc i dont wanna cook food. i was alrd expecting a side effect bc i had vaccines before and my body reacts weirdly to them but this is the worst so far. they had to monitor me more than 1hr bc my heartbeat quickened,, it was like i was running laps. it was kinda scary (jk it was REALLY scary) since i was alone and i had to steel my mind to force myself in getting the shot. in the end i had to call my aunt to pick me up and assist me bc i couldnt drive back home. now im rlly rlly fucking scared for the next shot but i just cant back out now???? having a weak immune system sucks ass!! skfjs my aunt told me shes coming w me the next time so atleast i dont have to worry abt that lmaooo