being single

I’ve always wanted to date but I don’t have the courage to ask people out I have the fear of being turned down and that they’ll spread the news out to everyone and everybody would know that I like that person. I’m also scared of being dumped so that’s why I’m forever single. I know that I’ll eventually will have to face these fears and get over it I mean you can’t learn if you don’t experience it and the boys around me are just crappy to begin with so I don’t really want to date any of them lmao.