anyone else feel like this? (a bit of a rant ig?)

do you ever feel that your friends are talking shit about you or is it just me? And in front of your face to, literally today i was with them and they were just whispering etc and when i ask what they're talking about they just look at each other and say 'nothing' and i just worry about it and fucking cry about it when i get home. its just so fucking annoying as i've trusted them and told them about me thats really personal to me and then they're most likely talking shit about me.

sorry for the rant, just wanna know if anyone else can relate ig