Rant about my fucked up life because i dont know anymore
Joining modular/online classes because Ive been so devastated lately and I cant even take care of myself because of it. I was like in an unusual state since I like starving myself more and....thinking of death. And was having more emotional breakdowns simultaneously.
And guess what? In my country, theres no chance of bringing back face to face classes that made me even more devastated. I CANT EVEN MANAGE TO LEARN EVERYTHING THIS SCHOOL YEAR AND I STILL NEED TO FACE SHIT LIKE THIS?
oh please im done.
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The same thing is happening to me as well, It's been weighing on my mind a lot and its this vicious cycle of retracing all my steps back to where I started fucking up to just wallowing in self-hate and hoping I'd die soon. But hearing your experience is oddly comforting cause it feels like I'm not alone. I genuinely wish all the best for you too !
im at online class too. it's too hard for me when it comes in making reseach paper in an online class setting. it's really affect my mental health and i feel terrible. im glad that i finish it. i hope you are doing okay now. and i hope that everything gets better
Thank you, bub. You too, please take care of yourself because this school year seemed to be tougher than before : ( i just really hope everythings gonna be better soon. Or else im gonna rot in my room