I lost it in age 13, i don't even know why i done that thing(i allowed it to happen), his an adult guy age 25.one thing i know is i don't like it 'the feeling that his enjoying yet you're in pain'.Now that I'm thinking what happened to me i regretted it the most asking why to my self. I know that my reason is nonsense (i don't want others to know) ......
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