So kinda did...but failed

I failed and I'll tell you why I failed. I was in the 2nd grade and I remember things at the time where rough on my Family. I can't really remember the actions that lead to me wanting to run away, however I do remember packing one stuff animal, my homework, pencils, and a family picture on to my extremely tiny pink Abby Cadabby backpack (yes, from Plaza Sésamo/sesame street) I remember seeing my sister and her asking me what I was doing (she was in 3rd grade) and I remember telling her straight up "I'm going to run away Okay, I love you though so take care, but first can you get the keys to the gate for me please" and she was like "oh my brother took the keys. Why are you gonna run away? You have to go through the front door now" and I remember telling her while unpacking my shit "oh no nevermind cause mom is in the living room" THE ONLY REASON WHY I DIDN'T RUN AWAY WAS BECAUSE MY MOM WAS IN THE LIVING ROOM!!! THE CLOWNERY!!