how can i get close to him?!?!

i badly want to talk to him but idk how,, should i dm him? but im too shy and kinda scared. fudge its driving me crazy TT or should i just wait for him to dm me KSHSHSHSHSJAJA OMG PLS HELP ME WHAT TO DO,, i have this serious feeling. i want to with him but i cant since we didnt even talk and got a serious conversation TT but i cant just give up... i HATE MYSELF IM A LOSER OK FUCK