My thoughts / rant. U dont hafta read this

Is life even worth it? Like now that i think about it, im probably not gonna make a huge change in this world, all i do is fucking read manga all day. And even if i did do smth like create a cure for some disease.
A new disease will come up. Is this what life is? Are we all just suffering for a hundred or less years and then we are all gonna rot in the dirt for the rest of eternity? Is there a life beyond this world? Or is that it? Is there nothing ahead of this pathetic life? In the end we all remain but rotting as the worms eat ur rotting flesh? Are we gonna get remembered after we die? Ans by whom? And when those who remember us die? I feel that this life we live is meaningless with no end goal. Man would just be better to end it before it gets worse...