teared up in the restroom in front of all the other girls in my class

we had our research defense that day and our whole class thought it was gonna get cancelled bcs the teacher was rly upset w us the day before and we thought we'd just be given failing marks (wc was fine w us lol since everyone's getting them; fair) but our prof changed his mind and decided to go w the scheduled defense.

i was having a mild panic attack bcs i didn't get to review our topic (although i contributed a lot in it), none of us did and i didn't like not doing well. i hyperventilated and cried a few tears before i calmed down lmao