don't want to kill yourself, like you want to die naturally so you wish that everything you do kills you. A mindset kinda like "i hope i get shot in the head while i'm walking around" like second-hand suicide
Second-hand suicide? I finally found a word for it.
Honestly, im too much of a coward to hurt myself but if someone will do it for me (preferable when im unaware) then they are very much welcome. reply
