I think I lost weight?

[DELETED] [DELETED] 2019-04-14 08:17:03 About lose weight
when I was in primary school i wasn’t the skinniest girl and occasionally the buttons on my skirt and shirt would pop. Wasn’t fat enough to get bullied (some of my classmates did get made fun of for their size), but sometimes people would point out my weight or my chubbiness. When I entered secondary school, I think puberty along with my laziness to cook or buy takeout during the holidays caused me to lose weight. A lot of people then comment on how skinny I am and say things like, “So good.. i wish i was skinny like you!” Even though I’m a little worried for my health, honestly i’m happy when they tell me how skinny I am. I’m trying to work out but I really feel disgusting when I eat too much now. Not anorexic or anyt, I’m still at an acceptable BMI, I’m just.... worried. Also my face doesn’t lose the chubs as much as my body which is kinda annoying. Insecure about my looks, insecure about my weight, insecure about my grades my abilities... gotta go watch life is great now asdfghjkl

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Rosesangelina April 14, 2019 10:48 am

Seems like you’ve grown more conscious of your weight the more you get attention for it (assuming, sorry cx) I’ve lost a ton of weight but no one praises, pays attention, or gives a shit lol so I’m kinda jealous sorry oOf but you shouldn’t live up to their expectations of you or build up your expectations of yourself the more you get attention, no one will be disappointed and you shouldn’t be disappointed in yourself. Even though it seems like you don’t have a eating disorder from what I can tell, you are hyper aware of yourself, talk to me about, i relate hEAVILY on being insecure on my looks, weight, grade, abilities sksksksksskks

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