i am one petty mf idc what anyone says

at first i enjoyed romance genre so much, it made me hopelessly daydreaming bla bla bla, until i realized that i was just lonely n escaping reality lmaoooo

i mean who doesnt imagine themself being that mc who literally living our dream yk, these days its kinda hard for me to bring myself to enjoy romance genre, any kind of love is actually made me jealous at this point ;-; even sometimes when the story its too good i'd drop it cuz i cant stand how single i felt while reading those (￣∇￣")

i remember that i stopped halfway through every series that has spice of romance for the past few months cuz, i know damn well that my fictional thought would not become real ㅠㅠ the fact that my standard is on cloud nine but im single asf n cant even enjoy any romance fiction anymore its just najhsbsbskwhshshd reality sure hit me like a bitch