What story u swore won't read(why) but did read it anyway and now is one of ur favourite?

I rlly avoided '10 years where I loved you the most' cuz I know I might get depressed after reading that lol.. and people be spilling hm they cried abt it. And now, istg that I rlly did a good job that I read it tho I still feel the pain lmao, It would be such a waste if I did not.